April 6

Ok, its almost 1 in the afternoon. Im still in my pjs and havent done anything around the house. I did get going on this blog though, and got some research done. But now I need to get to work! Gotta change the puppy pads (we have a 9 week old chihuahua) and do some cleaning. I'll put up pictures of the pup later, he's a cutie. But I will talk about him more later, and the kittens that will be ready for new homes in a few weeks and all that other fun stuff. But for now, Im going to get the kitchen cleaned and get some laundry done. Those are my goals today! I walked 2 miles or so with my neighbor Judi yesterday. My hips hurt so bad by the time I went to bed! They still hurt today but I can manage. Gotta get something done, pain or no pain! Oh! Last night when my husband came home, he looked at me and said 'you look like hell, are you feeling ok?' (he doesnt usually say things like this to me, except for casual teasing) I said 'No, havent been feeling ok for awhile now. Just noticed??' Him saying that was kind of a wake up call for me. I really need to do whatever I need to do to get healthy and to feel better (well, to feel as good as I can with cfs). So, Im setting goals for myself, and my first is to do this blog (ive heard it can be helpful when dealing with chronic illness) and today I want to get the kitchen cleaned and do laundry! Wish me luck!